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Like a Poem Said by a Lady in Red
Who: Valdis and Open
What: Still trying to deal with Life
When: December
Where: Paradesium and around Pumpkin Hollow
Warning(s): In Headers
Hold Me in Your Heart Tonight | backdated to November 1st | Closed to Max
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In the Magic of the Dark Moonlight | Paradesium | Open | CW: TBD
Her house stands empty without any word given to Fever, Erik, Crichton, Cassandra, Lina or Mulcahy, not even CT has been made aware of anything but for the fact that there is someone else currently directing the Constables. Quiet rumors fly about a black beast in Paradesium, hunting the larger fauna, elusive and difficult to track, but there are many dangerous creatures wandering Morrow Isle and few dare venture out to the depths at this time of year. Those who do speak of an ill feeling whenever they see the creature that lessens the more distance they give it. Sometimes eerie howls that send chills down their spines and fill their hearts with fear can be heard, but the offending animal is difficult to pinpoint.
Venture into Paradesium at your own risk.
[ooc: This is a good place for short threads with encounters and brief conversations that later CR can build on. Valdis will not be harming any that venture into her hunting grounds, and if they happen upon one of the many aggressive creatures that live there she will actually protect them.]
Save Me From this Empty Fight | Paradesium | Edgar and Daisy | CW: Blood, Violence, Depression, Self Harm, More to be Added
The bodies stay just as well as the wounds opened by every fight, vanishing with the various curses of both her own and Morrow isle, but the trail of death she leaves in her wake can be easily followed by the strong scent of blood. The sense of the Hunt and the End fill every breath she takes, along with the misery, the stranglehold she has on her humanity, trying to deprive it of what it needs to survive. Others are allowed to feel, can take out their emotions on the things around them, can drown their misery in drink, can talk to their loved ones without breaking.
Not her. No. She must drown in her own refusal to feel, must make her internal pain external. The creatures here are large, they fight back with tooth and claw, scoring bloody wounds deep into her flesh. That pain is far more acceptable. Just as the killing of those creatures fulfills her desire for vengeance, to rip and tear and End over and over again without a worry for those she cares for. They are far from her rage and sorrow.
Her bloody head lifts from her most recent kill, nostrils flaring as familiar souls approach. Her blood mixed with that of the large, horned beast she had just taken down, matting in her thick, black, filthy fur. There is nothing elegant or graceful about the Hound now, she looks ragged and thin, what can only be described as unhealthy.
Who dares to approach?
In the Game of Life | Pumpkin Hollow | Open | CW: TBD
To be added
What: Still trying to deal with Life
When: December
Where: Paradesium and around Pumpkin Hollow
Warning(s): In Headers
Hold Me in Your Heart Tonight | backdated to November 1st | Closed to Max
To be added
In the Magic of the Dark Moonlight | Paradesium | Open | CW: TBD
Her house stands empty without any word given to Fever, Erik, Crichton, Cassandra, Lina or Mulcahy, not even CT has been made aware of anything but for the fact that there is someone else currently directing the Constables. Quiet rumors fly about a black beast in Paradesium, hunting the larger fauna, elusive and difficult to track, but there are many dangerous creatures wandering Morrow Isle and few dare venture out to the depths at this time of year. Those who do speak of an ill feeling whenever they see the creature that lessens the more distance they give it. Sometimes eerie howls that send chills down their spines and fill their hearts with fear can be heard, but the offending animal is difficult to pinpoint.
Venture into Paradesium at your own risk.
[ooc: This is a good place for short threads with encounters and brief conversations that later CR can build on. Valdis will not be harming any that venture into her hunting grounds, and if they happen upon one of the many aggressive creatures that live there she will actually protect them.]
Save Me From this Empty Fight | Paradesium | Edgar and Daisy | CW: Blood, Violence, Depression, Self Harm, More to be Added
The bodies stay just as well as the wounds opened by every fight, vanishing with the various curses of both her own and Morrow isle, but the trail of death she leaves in her wake can be easily followed by the strong scent of blood. The sense of the Hunt and the End fill every breath she takes, along with the misery, the stranglehold she has on her humanity, trying to deprive it of what it needs to survive. Others are allowed to feel, can take out their emotions on the things around them, can drown their misery in drink, can talk to their loved ones without breaking.
Not her. No. She must drown in her own refusal to feel, must make her internal pain external. The creatures here are large, they fight back with tooth and claw, scoring bloody wounds deep into her flesh. That pain is far more acceptable. Just as the killing of those creatures fulfills her desire for vengeance, to rip and tear and End over and over again without a worry for those she cares for. They are far from her rage and sorrow.
Her bloody head lifts from her most recent kill, nostrils flaring as familiar souls approach. Her blood mixed with that of the large, horned beast she had just taken down, matting in her thick, black, filthy fur. There is nothing elegant or graceful about the Hound now, she looks ragged and thin, what can only be described as unhealthy.
Who dares to approach?
In the Game of Life | Pumpkin Hollow | Open | CW: TBD
To be added

In the Magic of the Dark Moonlight
There was no trace of her having been at her home for some time. Where could she have gone to? Even reaching out to her through the Sending Stone didn't work. After inspecting the outside of the house, she decides to check around the grounds for any leads on where she could have wandered off to.
Paw prints.
Sorceress hops on her broom and follows the prints as best she can, eventually finding herself out of the Paradesium. She remains in the air, looking around. The witch would rather not enter the place by herself like this, so hopefully Valdis is somewhere nearby enough to hear her as she calls out:
"VALDIS! Can you hear me? It's Sorceress!"
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Why are you here?
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There's a pause, her not wanting to say Max's name, just in case. "... I grew concerned."
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She wants to stay angry, wants to stay here and do what she needs to protect herself. Yet the woman calling out to her is the one who met her when she was alone and helped her remember.
Do not concern yourself.
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She shifts a bit on her broom. "I'm not asking you to return to town or anything... You do what you feel is right but... I would like to talk with you, if you'll have me."
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Save Me From this Empty Fight
"Who else?"
It's not showboating, it's not arrogance, it's almost reassurance of a sort—how many people on the island would risk direct confrontation with the Hound, already so thick with blood and the taste of the Fears radiating from her stronger than ever? Daisy is not scared, as she steps out of the foliage to see her, even small as she is in her human-like shape and standing ahead of another.
Usually, she would have refused a tagalong. Edgar seems too human, too damageable, but he's got his reasons for being here and so, in the circumstances, she didn't actually put up any fight after she got her answers out of him about what the hell he meant about Valdis.
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How they got from that to coming out here after her, well ... it seemed to follow, at the time.
For the moment he doesn't speak, letting Daisy take point while he takes in the sight. What's more alarming than Valdis's snarl is how awful she looks, not just bloodied but ... wretched. Filthy, ragged. Worn down.
(The word for how she looks, just below his conscious focus, is Tail.)
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Why are you here, Hunter.
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Daisy huffs, keeps her gaze on Valdis. "Don't try and force distance by calling me that. Not here as a Hunter. I'm here as me. A friend."
Straightforward. Genuine. Followed, shortly, by:
"What the hell are you playing at?"
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"'S been weeks," he adds, and somehow keeps it to that.
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CW: Self Harm
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CW: animal death
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cw: reference to self-harm
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wrap, I think?
Hold Me in Your Heart Tonight
A sob catches in the back of his throat. He doesn't want to wake Valdis. Not yet. But he can't seem to stop his hot tears from flowing into his pillow. This isn't fair. It's too soon! He only just got her back... What is she going to do without him? Thinking about that makes the tears come harder, until he has to wipe his face to even be able to tell the time on his watch. It's still the middle of the night.
Well, if he can't stop this, then he can at least try to say his goodbyes. As gently as he can, he slips out from the covers, trying to pretend like this is nothing more than a wee hour trip to the toilet. In actuality, he's headed to the kitchen. The animals all follow him with varying degrees of concern while he desperately shushes them. "Shh, come on, don't wake Valdis."
His intention is to try and draft out letters to all his friends and closest companions, so Valdis can deliver them. For her, though, a letter won't do. He'll wake her before he goes. After he makes one last breakfast for them both together. Assuming she doesn't notice him missing from the bed and... senses his despair.
If only he could keep her from having to feel it.
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Down the stairs, into the kitchen, following the absolute despair wafting off of him.
"Max?"
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"I have to go. I... I feel the ferry calling me."
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"How much time do we have?"
How long can he resist the call, how long does she have to say goodbye?
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"I um. I was also hoping you could deliver a couple of letters for me, too."
In the Magic of the Dark Moonlight
"Valdis? You out here somewhere?"
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If I wanted company, I wouldn't be here
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He doesn't try to follow her deeper. Actually, he decides to plop himself down on the ground right where he is.
"Is being out here like this helping?"
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I tried your way. Now I have to do it my way.
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wrap
In the Magic of the Dark Moonlight
Paradesium has few sapient inhabitants and abundant natural resources. Edible fruits and fungi where the cold conditions of the surface wouldn't allow dedicated foraging, and mineral formations that act as the catalyst for Pokémon evolutions. It gives them the perfect justification to make long trips into the caverns and spend only enough time in town to drop off their finds and resupply before departing again. Their Togetic, Callisto, accompanies them every time. One of the stones they're looking for is for her, a luminescent green and yellow hexagonal crystal.
The forest is silent. Callisto takes off into the treetops, just like they saw Ganymede do so many times before trouble found them. Their optics register a swift motion of black fur between the trees.
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Bastion anxiously follows Callisto's flight path, trying as best they can not to draw attention to themself.
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However, it did tilt its head to keep the bird in view and make sure it stayed up there, and now the other creature has taken this as an invitation to sneak just a little bit further towards the opposite edge of the boar's field of vision. It locks eyes with its rival and lets out a disapproving, warning snort.
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