[Sephiroth is perplexed; it seems foreign to him.]
It was still me, still my body. I wanted to break free of my chains, to hurt everyone who had hurt me.... But then somehow it expanded to wanting to hurt the entire world. I did try to fight against that ... against her ... but always, I was swallowed up. Where did I end and where did she begin? I still don't know myself.
[He flies up again, continuing to slash at the monster. It's weakening. Hopefully he won't need to use magic attacks; he would rather not, in such dense woods.
It does hurt, to hear Zack say any part of him wants to kill him. But that's only right, only just. He deserves it; he should be dead. And never come back this time. Everyone would be happier without him.
He listens, pondering these words. And it does feel like a bit of the weight is lifted.]
... When I think back on that night, it doesn't feel real. I was so filled with rage and hatred and madness.... I want to say I didn't know who you were ... that Jenova was more in control than I was.... But I don't know if I'm just trying to make myself believe that because the alternative is too much to bear.
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It was still me, still my body. I wanted to break free of my chains, to hurt everyone who had hurt me.... But then somehow it expanded to wanting to hurt the entire world. I did try to fight against that ... against her ... but always, I was swallowed up. Where did I end and where did she begin? I still don't know myself.
[He flies up again, continuing to slash at the monster. It's weakening. Hopefully he won't need to use magic attacks; he would rather not, in such dense woods.
It does hurt, to hear Zack say any part of him wants to kill him. But that's only right, only just. He deserves it; he should be dead. And never come back this time. Everyone would be happier without him.
He listens, pondering these words. And it does feel like a bit of the weight is lifted.]
... When I think back on that night, it doesn't feel real. I was so filled with rage and hatred and madness.... I want to say I didn't know who you were ... that Jenova was more in control than I was.... But I don't know if I'm just trying to make myself believe that because the alternative is too much to bear.