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pumpkinhollow ([personal profile] pumpkinhollow) wrote in [community profile] ph_logs2025-01-19 03:59 pm

January Event - Lost in Dreamland

**Plain text version here.
Lost in Dreamland
Bedtime Story
{ CONTENT WARNINGS: Unreality, dream logic. Mind the CWs in individual threads, as they will vary! }

It is no secret that in the Emerald Isles, winter and sleep have a deep connection. To some extent, this is true everywhere. The whole world seems to fall asleep under the blanket of snow. Plants recede back into the ground, trees stand leafless and slumbering till spring, animals hibernate. Nights are longer. But the local folklore intensifies this, as Mortanne presides over Winter and the Beyond.

As the tales go, the Beyond is the realm of souls, the place where the essence of a person goes when it separates from their body. And while this primarily refers to death, it can also refer to the half-step between living and dying--- the unconscious mind. Sleep, and moreover, dreaming. And thus, winter and dreams have always been kindred spirits. Connected through their ties to Mother Mortanne and to a hushed and sleeping world.

Perhaps it is for this reason that when you go to sleep on the night of January 19th, 16:55, it is a deeper, more consuming sleep than you’ve ever felt. One that swallows you whole, dragging you down, and down, and down, into a sunken place that is deeper and more terrifying than dreams.

By the time you think to feel afraid, it is already too late to jolt yourself awake.
LULLABY
Beautiful Dreamer, Wake Unto Me You wake. Or do you? It feels a bit like waking, and yet, it does not. It is similar enough to waking that one might believe it to be so. You feel ground beneath your feet, or perhaps a bed beneath your back. Or something. You feel… something. It isn’t like waking. But it’s a little bit like waking. Perhaps it is not. But perhaps it is as close as you are able to get. Let’s try this again.

You “wake.” Your mind solidifies and reality defines its shape around you. Your eyes focus and you become aware. What are you aware of?

Whatever it is, it isn’t good. Perhaps it seems good at first, but it is not. Wherever you are, only horrors await you here, pulled straight from your own mind. Or the minds of others.

Move. You must move. The dream is a landscape. You must traverse nightmares to escape. Seek other dreamers, and flee. To the center, to safety in false daydreams. To the underground, where the Necropolis will conceal you. To the edges, where you can feel your consciousness break free of this sunken sleep and return to the world of hard objects and light. But you cannot stay here. Gods help you if you stay here.

[ Your nightmare can look however you desire. Laws of reality and physics do not apply. Fuse them, reshape them, choose your flavor. Be liberal with content warnings and respect sensitive content guidelines, but otherwise, there are no rules. ]
Starlight and Dewdrops are Waiting For Thee If you reach the center of the dreamscape (or perhaps you “woke up” there), you will find an oasis. You find yourself immediately embraced by a beautiful dream. All of your wishes granted, your deepest desires pulled directly from the core of your soul and brought to life before you in vivid detail.

What sort of dream do you find yourself in? What do you dream of? Is it success, love, peace? A life that never came to pass? For your troubles never to have occurred? Do you dream of fame or glory? No matter how beautiful or extravagant, no matter how simple or selfish, the things you desire most are yours.

You cannot escape from here. This is the center, as far away from the waking world as you can go. But the dream entreats you, as do the illusory figures within it. ”Stay,” they croon. ”There is nothing for you beyond here. Only nightmares, only terror. You are safe here. You are loved and wanted and happy here. Why would you ever want to leave?”

Time blends together. It often does, in dreaming, but this feels different. How long have you been here? Do you remember what you were doing before? How you got here? Have you ever even been to a town called Pumpkin Hollow? You can hardly remember.

Maybe that was the dream, and this is your reality. Even as the edges of it bleed together with that of your neighbor, even as fleeting memories come back to you, even as a little voice deep within you screams at you to wake up--- you have no reason to doubt the legitimacy of this place. Here you are happy and safe. Here you are everything you ever wanted to be, living the life you always wanted. Here there are no debts, no suffering, and you shall never die.

You belong here. Surely.
Sounds of the Rude World Heard in the Day With how far you had to sink into unconsciousness to be here, it’s hard to believe one could go any deeper. But the Beyond is a many-layered place, and perhaps by descending a bit further, a bit deeper, a bit closer to death, you can find another place. Maybe you have a connection to death that brought you here. Perhaps you find your way by mistake. Either way, you may find yourself on a more peaceful journey through the Beyond through the Frozen Necropolis.

A seemingly endless maze of stone walls, mismatched in their depth as if they were patchworked together over centuries. Mausoleums, slotted tightly against one another. Covered marble passageways. Stone statues and carved reliefs depicting gargoyles, knights, Virtues, mages with skull motifs--- necromancers, perhaps? Banshees and dullahans, elves and humans and dwarves and orcs and fae folk of all sorts. All of these things line a network of cobblestone pathways lined with powder snow drifts and crunchy brown grass. Names are carved into the arches above mausoleum doors. Some are familiar, some are not. Fairbanks, Gladwyn, Dirthariel, Leeds, Larson, Endrin, Applegate, Brenning. Above you, white pillar candles float magically overhead, burning bright, lighting your way through the dark pink sunset sky.

In the distance, you see the achingly thin spires of the Winter Cathedral. An austere grey monolith with ornate carvings of horses and snowflake-shaped stained glass windows. Perhaps you will find some solace there. Otherwise, make your way to the river. A familiar ferryman awaits you--- though returning to reality this way will have a small consequence.

[ Encountering Mortanne here is possible, though her threads will be heavily restricted. You can do a thread here with someone else, though! It’s fine to be here without encountering her. Returning to the island by ferry will cause your physical body to die in the process, leaving you a ghost for the usual amount of time. You can also return to the nightmare and get out through the edge. ]
Lulled by the Moonlight, Have All Passed Away Should you find the edge of the nightmare, you will be able to push yourself through the iridescent membrane at the edge of consciousness. You float through the seemingly endless darkness for a moment, then another, then a third, senses dull and drifting drunkenly, until suddenly---

Like breaching the surface of water, you return to the solid, bright sharpness of reality. Actual reality, firm and true. You are where you went to sleep the night before, though some time has passed. It might take you a bit to figure out exactly how much, though…
Those who escape the nightmare will find themselves home sometime between 1/20 and 1/30. Those who stay in the dream oasis will be comatose until the dream ends, and will not wake until 2/8. They will find the return to reality deeply unpleasant. What are you willing to endure to keep dreaming a while more?
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[personal profile] xiaoxiuya 2025-02-12 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
And what would become of him if he did, hm? If he suppressed his golden core and let that strange power flood him, blood and bone? Would he ever wake up again, or would this become his home, his reality? Across from him sits a man with sharp ears and no eyes: the space where they should lie gaps empty and pulsing, like an enormous, toothless mouth. Is that to be his fate?

"This isn't right," he whispers to himself, and despite the pain he manages to shove himself to his feet, grabbing Drelsea around the waist. "None of this is right." He tries to dart for the door, then, carrying Drelsea with him. Surely he can outrun anyone who tries to stop him?
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-02-12 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
Drelsea cries out in surprise, in a voice layered over by flutelike sounds. Her face is gone again, those strange proboscises taking its place. She doesn’t completely resist his pull, but she’s not really making it easy, either, and it’s only getting harder to move as the walls and floor begin to quiver and breathe. A figure rises up out of the fleshy architecture, towering over Shen Qingqiu. His body is riddled with sores and angry purple veins protrude under discolored skin. His hands are flayed, skinless and dripping red with slick blood, and at their ends protrude claws made of sharp, overgrown bone. Red fire burns in the three eyes of his golden mask, and when he speaks, it’s like the tolling of a great bell.

“Why do you steal from my House, when I have welcomed you here as friend and guest?”
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[personal profile] xiaoxiuya 2025-02-12 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
Shen Qingqiu stops in his tracks, staring at the apparition with wide-eyed horror. Yet he doesn't falter, but keeps Drelsea in his arms instead, holding her head protectively close to his chest. "One can only steal that which is property," he declares, raising his chin in open defiance. "You may have claimed my sister for yourself and placed your mark on us both, but you do not own us. I am rescuing her from this place."
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-02-12 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
“That you would take her against her Will indicates that you see her as something that might be taken. I do not think you are an enemy, not when you have greeted my kin so warmly, but you are mistaken. Come, lay her down and let her return to the feast, and we shall have no quarrel.”

For a moment a vision of a golden-skinned, three-eyed god dressed in resplendent robes and shining with holy light flickers over the vision of horror that stands before Shen Qingqiu, but the respite from the nightmare does not last.
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[personal profile] xiaoxiuya 2025-02-13 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Again Shen Qingqiu falters, as his senses war with his clouded memory and his blood burns in his veins. Again he sets his jaw and steels himself -- and this time he flares his qi, burning through the poison he drank and causing the air around him to glow with a golden light that does not fade.

"I won't!" he insists, his hair and sleeves beginning to float and drift in an intangible breeze. "I name you false, a false god and a deceiver! You said you would show us truth, but all I see are lies and illusions, laid as a sheet over our suffering!"
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-02-13 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Rather than feeling threatened in any way, the figure just laughs.

“Oh, what a fool you are! Do forgive me, but I must marvel at this heroic innocence.”

Drelsea begins to struggle in Shen Qingqiu’s arms.

“Look upon me again. You should see plainly that I am a god. Not willing, but accepting, betrayed thrice and thrice true. Immortal. Omnipotent. I am the hand of what must be. And you would do well to lay down this foolish fury.”
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[personal profile] xiaoxiuya 2025-02-14 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
It's not that Shen Qingqiu can't overpower Drelsea, it's just that he doesn't want to hurt her. He has to hold her carefully so she doesn't get bruised at his hands. He shakes his head, trying to calm her -- but when Dagoth Ur speaks again he looks up with a scowl.

"You're nothing but a fake," he snarls. "You may have borrowed the visage and powers of a god, but you? You're nothing but a bad dream!"
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-02-14 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
“If you wish not to enjoy the hospitality of our House, then you have no need to remain here. Begone.” That last word sets the entire stronghold aquiver, and Shen Qingqiu is at once assailed by a veritable ocean of molten, churning flesh. It swallows him up and sends him spiraling down, down, down, surrounding by the reek of blood and bile and hot breath…
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[personal profile] xiaoxiuya 2025-02-20 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
...And he tries his best to keep his grip on Drelasa, to take her with him, but she's pried out his arms by a thousand writhing, boneless fingers, deceptively strong and relentless. They take Drelasa from him, and they pull him down, down into the earth -- and then he's falling through cold, still air, and landing on solid ground with a grunt.

A grey headstone looms over him; he's lucky he didn't strike it on the way. Lucky...or blessed.

He doesn't really feel blessed, though. Shen Qingqiu slaps his own forehead, growling recriminations at himself as he climbs to his feet. "Stupid...useless idiot..."
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-02-20 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
For a while, the matter of the House of Flesh and Ash is behind him. But then, after a while of going about his own business, he gets the feeling of something large stirring just outside the corners of his vision.
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[personal profile] xiaoxiuya 2025-02-22 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Something large -- but not something that carries the demonic energy of Luo Binghe, that phantom in his shape that's been stalking him back and forth across the nightmare. So Shen Qingqiu turns to face it and waits, his curiosity outweighing his wariness.
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-02-24 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
A figure- somewhat serpentine, somewhat slug-like- pulls itself through a channel in the fabric of dreams, its figure unfurling before Shen Qingqiu like rivers of burning ash. He'd know that spiritual center anywhere.
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[personal profile] xiaoxiuya 2025-03-03 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Mistress Drelasa," he says sadly, cupping his palms and bowing to her deeply. "Is what became of you after I was thrown out of that nightmare? Please, please forgive this lowly Shen for failing to bring you out with me. I underestimated the dream and its power."
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-03-16 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
“You needn’t apologize, my friend. This form is not, as I first thought, a curse set upon me by that nightmare. Rather, I have taken the nightmare into myself, and consumed my fear. It was a result of my choice.”

It hadn’t felt like a choice, when she had first collapsed to the ground in a bubbling heap of flesh. She had not been in her right mind when she ate of the food of that nightmare. But with the dream-flesh in her stomach, given the choice between all the alternatives, she had chosen (subconsciously, in part) to take it in.

She is still not entirely sure it was the right choice.
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[personal profile] xiaoxiuya 2025-03-24 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
"Is it...permanent?" he asks delicately. "Perhaps you should try to leave this dream-world now, mistress. I worry for you."
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-03-29 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"I cannot leave yet. This body is comprised of dreamstuff, muthsera. It is adapted to this place. It knows the canyons and the mountaintops that the eye cannot traverse. It is an opportunity, to navigate these nightmares in search of the lost and the imprisoned. I do not squander wile or advantage when Mother Mephala gifts me them."

Have you ever stared into a fire and watched bands of incandescence race along the length of a burning twig? Her many extremities are like that, gray stricken with flickering bands of fiery glow. For as nightmarish as this form is, there is something serene about it, too.