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December TL -- A Triptych
Who: Pyotr Stamatin and players like you <3
What: Open post for those who would like to meet Artemy and Daniil's castmate!
When: December
Where: See below
Warning(s): Depression, alcoholism, and suicide ideation, including references to a successful attempt pre-game.
Panel One -- The Oak & Iron
A new ghost has come to Pumpkin Hollow.
His heart may beat, his skin feels warm, but he is a ghost all the same, one with clenched jaw and burning, agonized eyes. Coming here was a mistake; he'd opened his veins in anticipation of oblivion. Finding himself in a mundane office instead so bewildered Pyotr that he'd participated in the following conversation by rote, agreeing to everything the strange woman said so he could get away. And now he's stuck here, in a place where he can't die.
Nothing could be worse -- except for the fact that he's also sober. No, even worse than that: he feels healthy, in a way he hasn't since boyhood. Steady hands, clear eyes...if he cut himself open he'd probably find his liver fresh and regular in color, free of the cirrhosis that used to fret Andrey so until he rejoined Pyotr in architecture.
His thoughts follow one after the other in steady procession, without interruption or pause. Agonizing. Intolerable -- and he knew from long experience that wine would not be enough to soothe his soul, but it would make a fair enough anesthetic. If he could just stop thinking...
A ghost in the shape of a man sits down at the bar at the Oak & Iron, looking no higher than the level of the counter as he orders a bottle of wine.
Panel Two -- The edge of the woods
Eventually the noise of the bar gets to be too much for him. All those people coming and going, and even when they do him the courtesy of ignoring him he struggles to do the same. There was a reason he always avoided the Broken Heart...
No surprise, then, that he eventually walks out in search of a little quiet. He winds up on a track leading west out of town, through a thin patch of wood that opens out into farmland. There by a wooden fence, an interesting sight at last: a fallen kite, built in the shape of a bird out of colored paper and sticks. He turns it over gently and finds one of its wings crushed beneath the body, its bones snapped in twos and threes.
"Don't be sad," he tells it softly. "A bird can live quite well without its wings, so long as it takes care to avoid the cats."
Panel Three -- The Temple
The Cathedral was a loathsome sight, a great dead block of stone with neither love nor the will to seek it. He'd never understood Eva's infatuation with the cursed place; he'd boarded up all the windows in his flat that faced that side of town, so he wouldn't see even a speck of it by accident. The Temple...is not like that. Even standing outside, he can tell: this is a building with a soul.
Possibly four of them, if you listened to the locals.
It makes him sick, the way these people talk about their goddesses. Like they're people who can be just walked up to and touched --! It's not the first time Pyotr's wondered how much simpler his life might have been -- if he'd born one of the Kin, for instance -- but now the question burns him like a stomach full of coals. If he'd been born in a world like this...
What is he even doing here? Do these goddesses long for death? They could have satisfied themselves with Burakh in that case; he's the experienced god-killer. Pyotr Stamatin's talents lie more in the area of divine maiming. And besides, his useful days are over for everyone. What did they bring him here for?
Supposedly, he might be able to just walk right in and find out. Supposedly...
Fuck it, he's freezing his balls off out here. Pyotr pushes the heavy door open ahead of himself, passing through -- and immediately loses his nerve, sitting down on one of the nearest pews. This is fine.
The Frame -- Wildcards welcome
What: Open post for those who would like to meet Artemy and Daniil's castmate!
When: December
Where: See below
Warning(s): Depression, alcoholism, and suicide ideation, including references to a successful attempt pre-game.
Panel One -- The Oak & Iron
A new ghost has come to Pumpkin Hollow.
His heart may beat, his skin feels warm, but he is a ghost all the same, one with clenched jaw and burning, agonized eyes. Coming here was a mistake; he'd opened his veins in anticipation of oblivion. Finding himself in a mundane office instead so bewildered Pyotr that he'd participated in the following conversation by rote, agreeing to everything the strange woman said so he could get away. And now he's stuck here, in a place where he can't die.
Nothing could be worse -- except for the fact that he's also sober. No, even worse than that: he feels healthy, in a way he hasn't since boyhood. Steady hands, clear eyes...if he cut himself open he'd probably find his liver fresh and regular in color, free of the cirrhosis that used to fret Andrey so until he rejoined Pyotr in architecture.
His thoughts follow one after the other in steady procession, without interruption or pause. Agonizing. Intolerable -- and he knew from long experience that wine would not be enough to soothe his soul, but it would make a fair enough anesthetic. If he could just stop thinking...
A ghost in the shape of a man sits down at the bar at the Oak & Iron, looking no higher than the level of the counter as he orders a bottle of wine.
Panel Two -- The edge of the woods
Eventually the noise of the bar gets to be too much for him. All those people coming and going, and even when they do him the courtesy of ignoring him he struggles to do the same. There was a reason he always avoided the Broken Heart...
No surprise, then, that he eventually walks out in search of a little quiet. He winds up on a track leading west out of town, through a thin patch of wood that opens out into farmland. There by a wooden fence, an interesting sight at last: a fallen kite, built in the shape of a bird out of colored paper and sticks. He turns it over gently and finds one of its wings crushed beneath the body, its bones snapped in twos and threes.
"Don't be sad," he tells it softly. "A bird can live quite well without its wings, so long as it takes care to avoid the cats."
Panel Three -- The Temple
The Cathedral was a loathsome sight, a great dead block of stone with neither love nor the will to seek it. He'd never understood Eva's infatuation with the cursed place; he'd boarded up all the windows in his flat that faced that side of town, so he wouldn't see even a speck of it by accident. The Temple...is not like that. Even standing outside, he can tell: this is a building with a soul.
Possibly four of them, if you listened to the locals.
It makes him sick, the way these people talk about their goddesses. Like they're people who can be just walked up to and touched --! It's not the first time Pyotr's wondered how much simpler his life might have been -- if he'd born one of the Kin, for instance -- but now the question burns him like a stomach full of coals. If he'd been born in a world like this...
What is he even doing here? Do these goddesses long for death? They could have satisfied themselves with Burakh in that case; he's the experienced god-killer. Pyotr Stamatin's talents lie more in the area of divine maiming. And besides, his useful days are over for everyone. What did they bring him here for?
Supposedly, he might be able to just walk right in and find out. Supposedly...
Fuck it, he's freezing his balls off out here. Pyotr pushes the heavy door open ahead of himself, passing through -- and immediately loses his nerve, sitting down on one of the nearest pews. This is fine.
The Frame -- Wildcards welcome

panel one;
It's good for him.
He still isn't much of a drinker, but a lot of new people come to The Oak & Iron, and the meals aren't bad. It's a good stop to make.
What Artemy isn't expecting is to see the backside of someone he knows.
One of those Stamatin brothers? It sure sounds like it too. And he's drinking.
Time to go see which one it is.
Without asking permission, Artemy takes a seat next to him.
"So, you met Mortanne then?" He asks, voice sounding even keeled and not amused.
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He turns to look Burakh up and down, squinting a little against the first rush of the wine. "I suppose so," he says slowly. "And so, it seems, did you. So what was it, Burakh? Did the Kains decide to be rid of you after all? Or maybe our sweet Capella chose vengeance for her father and brother? Surely my brother didn't find you in some dark alley with a knife -- I told him not to."
Ah. Thinking of Andrey was a mistake...The anger's flickering like a candle under a draft.
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He never seemed quite so irritated when they talked back in town. This was curious to the Haruspex.
Though nothing he said really ruffled his feathers much.
"Do you find Capella to be one who would brandish a knife?" Artemy actually lets out a chuckle at the idea. Sweet Capella. Unlikely. "But no, I did not meet my end under the end of a blade."
He kind of wish he had, in all honesty. It would have been a more dignified death, at the very least.
"And what of you? Are you not projecting onto me? Being mugged seems a bit more your style, does it not?"
cw: discussion of suicide
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cw: violence
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cw: death-seeking behavior
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cw: discussion of suicide & suicide ideation
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panel one!
It feels almost like seeing a mirage. Like when he found Artemy, on his first day in Pumpkin Hollow— the feeling is unreal. Dankovsky's pulse skyrockets, and he calls out to the man before he can even stop himself.
"Stamatin?"
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He's hoping he was just hallucinating, you see.
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He steps forward, brows furrowed, making sure the architect has no other choice but to acknowledge his presence.
"Are you ignoring me, Stamatin?"
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Panel Three
Yes, yes he is.He has not failed to notice Pyotr entering and sitting down. But he's not immediately going to crowd the man. The Temple is for all who seek the goddess's peace.
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He doesn't connect the smell of rum to the priest until it's almost time for him to move on to the next altar -- but in Pyotr's defense, it's a strange offering by the standards he's used to. What kind of goddess wants rum?
Right, his curiosity's come back. Maybe he can just...slip closer to the front? Just close enough to see what the priest is doing, mind, he's still not sold on the idea of talking to a real person about any of this.
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panel one
Anzu raises an eyebrow at the order he just overheard — an entire bottle of wine? — and, his curiosity piqued, decides to investigate. He approaches Pyotr.
"An entire bottle of wine, darling?" he says, smiling. "Thou'rt expecting company? Or merely buying a bottle and hoping it'll summon company?"
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To Pyotr, Anzu says, "I'm more than happy to keep thee company, darling, and if thy misery must attend, I shall not chase thee off, nu?"
He gives a one-sided grin, a little sardonic, but friendly all the same. The grin of one melancholic to another — as mercurial as Anzu's moods are, melancholy is no stranger to him; it's been years since it was a frequent guest, but this winter, the ghost has come knocking again.
He takes a seat beside Pyotr, and signals to the bartender — attention secured, he says, "a bottle of whatever top-shelf grain liquor I have not tried yet, darling, and two shot-glasses, if thou would'st be so good."
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A Frame of Reference
But there are few open tables on this particular night. So, it does at least speak to someone with a seat available by him: Pyotr.
"Mind I sit?"
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"By all means," he slurs. "The more the merrier, is it not so? Although I have little reason to be merry. Wine?" He offers the stranger the bottle he's just been drinking from. It does not seem to have come with a glass.
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panel two.
She's managed to catch his sentence, after all.
"Will you carry it into the skies on occasion, so it need not mourn? Felines or none, a bird is a creature made for air and flight."
Call it enough time around her father, lately, to automatically keep going when confronted with such sentences.
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He feels unsure about saying such things to a woman openly carrying a blade of that size. "Is there much need to walk armed in these parts?" he asks her directly.
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Good thing he doesn't know of the dagger, or the many spells in her mind, or the thoughts that swirl and roil as does water over jagged rocks, over the splinters of whatever is left in her.
"Your bird, tell me - was it cast down by chance, by cruel fate, or has it served its purpose as messenger and thus embraces retirement?"
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wrap?
Oak & Iron -- New OTA
Don't ask that where he can hear you.He'd almost certainly prefer to be left alone with his work, but as every artist knows, the world doesn't stop moving just because you've gotten into the zone...and there are people who'd undoubtedly like to talk to him about the things that happened yesterday. Are you one of them?
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Not because he's afraid of the younger Stamatin, but because he's afraid of himself.
So Burakh sits at the bar, gets a water, and glances over at Pyotr. Trying to act inconspicuous.
It's not working.
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"Hello, may I join you?"
She's not one to wear any uniform, so she's dressed casually, but not like most ladies around town to be sure.
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The Bachelor immediately locates Pyotr in the room, and walks quickly in his direction, fuming with anger. He stops short of grabbing the man's collar (Dankovsky's never been one for physical violence, really!), and rages:
"You bastard— you're here for a day and already you push a man to violence?"
He says, chin raised, glaring down at Pyotr like he's worth nothing to him. Clearly, he'd taken the slight to Artemy as a personal offense. When had he grown so protective of the menkhu? It wasn't like the man couldn't defend himself!
"I hope you have a good explanation for that behavior, Pyotr!"
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January TL
Pinned to all four walls is already a thick layer of sketches and anatomical studies; here are Erik Osborne's fangs, the lips pulled back to expose both rows of teeth; there are Fever's hands, passing a coil of lightning back and forth as though it were a metal spring. Here is a sketch from memory of Mortanne, as she appeared in the cemetery at Mourner's Night; here is the island's wyvern in flight. In one corner a brightly-colored kite in the shape of a bird hangs suspended from the ceiling, its wings two sets of complementary hues.
At one end of the room a small stage has been shaped from a thick rug and a set of folding screens, with braziers left nearby for the comfort of anyone who wants to try modeling in the nude. The artist lounges on a settee nearby, a thick drawing pad in his lap. His hands and clothes are perpetually covered in ink and soft pastel dust these days; when he looks up to greet you, you notice that he's even managed to get a streak of it across one cheek. Yet he immediately lowers the drawing pad, offering you a small, nearly-shy smile.
"Did you want something?"
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"Hi, lovely," she purrs. "I heard you're looking for models who can show you something--- what was it, miraculous or macabre? I think I can do both at once, if you have the time."
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And yet, the way she fixes her gaze upon him, one can't help but remember.
"I've kept you waiting, and for that you have my apologies. It took some doing before I was at liberty."
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