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Dr. John H. Watson, M.D. ([personal profile] lightconductor) wrote in [community profile] ph_logs2024-12-11 01:22 pm

It's December

Who: Watson and you
What: December toplevel for your various Watson needs.
When: Throughout December
Warnings: Talk of old injuries/current disabilities, use of alcohol.



1.

With December comes the beginning of some colder weather, and for Watson, this has always meant the very physical reminder of the time he took a bullet in his shoulder, and the one that's still lodged in his kneecap. He's always had something of a limp, but these days? He's certainly leaning on his cane a little more than he normally does, as well as being a little more of a homebody.

The hot springs, however, are a tempting destination, particularly before the weather becomes bitter enough to keep him closer to home.

On a beach full of people, a bathing costume is, of course, necessary. Here, where it's a little quieter, it isn't, and after setting his clothes into a secure bundle, he slides into the water in the nude. He finds a comfortable seat, and closes his eyes.


2.

There are, of course, business hours.

Watson isn't so busy he won't sit at the front desk of the clinic himself if necessary, a cheerful little fire in the stove to keep the room warm while he writes. This has always been the way for him: quiet office hours are the perfect time to absorb himself in the task of writing some of the things in his head down onto paper. He writes with a dip pen, one where the shaft has been made with a rather familiar looking feather.

Pay no attention to the huge grey tomcat with the ragged ear who is often curled up by the fire, sleeping. He has a tendency to follow Watson to and from work, and comes and goes as he pleases. Watson might have given up on trying to control Diogenes's movements. It's easier just to let him in.


3.

In the evening, it's common for Watson to drop by the Oak and Iron and order a drink at the bar, or maybe a full meal if he has no other plans and does not want to attempt to cook himself. This is one of the little social things he does to keep himself sane, in fact.

He's quick with greetings, eager for conversation.

"How are you keeping yourself? Do you have time to join me?"


4.

Wildcard. Hit me up!
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cw: mention of self-surgery

[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2024-12-22 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
There are definitely new growths throughout her limbs, but they are regular, feeling much more like a natural distribution of glands than anything malignant.

“There is still some aching from time to time, but I can feel a steady improvement. I do occasionally have to cut away some of the flesh around the elbows when it becomes overgrown, but it heals quickly.
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2024-12-24 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
“The aches are hardly worth mentioning. And it would not be too much of an imposition on your time and resources, to schedule time to remove new growths?”
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2024-12-29 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
“That is a tremendous comfort to me, Dr. Watson. Keeping my growths even and controlled has made such a difference in my life already. I… I know I must be cautious about feeding my vanity, but I think it must be healthy to have a positive outlook about your body?”
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cw: propaganda, indoctrination

[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-01-03 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
“It’s difficult to find a balance,” she admits.

“The false world I was fed for years told me to take pride in my nature. Of course, at the time, I did not fully understand that I was carrying a blight. I thought myself a lowly member of a Great House, exalted despite my humble station. I was on a long road to enlightenment, so I was told, and the giving of my miraculous flesh was a means to that end.”

“When I woke up and saw the destruction I had played a part of, it became too easy to over-correct, to believe the Tribunal’s line that my brothers and sisters and myself we naught but unholy beasts.”

“Finding my worth again has been difficult, to say the least.”
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CW: trauma, some of religious flavor

[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-01-11 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
"It makes it difficult to divide who I want to be from who I don't. I was an offering, a sacramental feast. I do not wish to be that again. Yet... I still want to offer of myself, with the same fullness of my heart, but that idea has been soured for me. I was lauded as sacred flesh, and my flesh was praised for being a testament of our god's might. I want to feel comfortable in my flesh, and I want to be comfortable in being physically adored, but every time I try to relax and be physical with my partner, I start to panic and feel like I'm doing something wrong. I feel like I am tangled up in what I know what I know is right for me and what I know is wrong for me, and I cannot find where one ends and the other begins."
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-01-13 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
“I must apologize, muthsera,” she says as a shy mutter.

“I know this isn’t really of the professional matters I came to speak with you about.”
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-01-13 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Joke’s on you, I’m a nerd too.

“Yes, he is quite patient. The impatience is something I have imposed on myself, entirely. He is just… oh, he is just so wonderful, and I do not want to think for a moment that I am not caring for him as much as he does for me. In truth, our relationship is built upon listening ears and tender words, but now I am discovering this part of life I did knew but did not know, and it has set my head to spinning.”
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[personal profile] misbegottendreamer 2025-01-17 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Thank you, Dr. Watson. Thank you for all you do, in fact. I am not a mer who easily keeps people in confidence, but you have proven yourself quite deserving of my trust."