The bathroom tiles were cool against my hand

[notinflictthem]

CHARACTERS: Hawkeye and you! Yes, you!
DATE: November
LOCATION: Hawkeye’s Clinic
SITUATION: Settling in, making waves, shaking hands, making friends
WARNINGS: Blanket warning that war and injury may come up

Press my corpse against the wall

Hawkeye wakes up to sunlight instead of Radar yelling for helicopters. He has his coffee unhurried, plans out his day. No Frank to yell at him for not shaving, but no Trap to chew the fat with, either. Nobody to complain with about breakfast. It’s too quiet. If he doesn’t see a human person in the next hour, he’s going to start gnawing his own limbs off.

So from about 8am-6pm, the clinic is staffed. The sign out the front reads ‘Hawkeye’s Clinic, happy hour 6-7pm’, and underneath that, more recently, a smaller sign reads ‘100% satisfaction rate; just ask the survivors!’
Inside, Hawkeye is either cleaning, running his tabletop still for alcohol to disinfect with (or drink), or organising his small array of client notes.

I told the band to leave without me

If you actually visit during the signposted happy hour, the table in the middle of the clinic has a tablecloth draped over it, and Hawkeye stands there polishing the couple of glasses he owns. Someone should get him some decent barware. There’s a couple of stools, and he grins as you enter. He’s playing bartender. Indulge him?

I'll get the next flight

After happy hour, the ‘bar’ gets packed up and the clinic gets scrubbed down. If you’ve got a standing invitation for cards, a date, or just want to check in on him off-hours, this is the time to do it. Find him out on his front doorstep with his nose in a book, leaning out the window with a martini in hand and watching the street, or doing something upstairs, the sound of a pleasant baritone muddling through something jazzy.

And if I make it to the mornin' (wildcard)

(Hit me!)

Comments

[notinflictthem]

Oh hey, that's the same state the 4077 was stationed in.

"I picked up that much. Point is, I'm just from regular not-sci-fi earth. No elves. Most of this is new to me."

[lasthumanvoice]

"Has it already gone beyond your capacity to accept and adapt to?" This is actually a very important question.

[notinflictthem]

"Is there an answer to that question that isn't 'no'?"

Genuine question, here.

[lasthumanvoice]

“Yes. Of course there is. And if you’re at that point, there is care that needs to be taken.”

He’s almost confused by that response.

[notinflictthem]

"... like what?"

Not as confused as Hawkeye, evidently.

[lasthumanvoice]

“Grounding and breathing exercises. Affirmations. Bloodstone circles. Work to prevent the overwhelm from getting worse and trying to acclimate to the situation. Do…they not have those where you’re from?”

Mental healthcare! Welcome to it!

[notinflictthem]

There's like two, three, four seconds of silence before Hawkeye just starts laughing.

It's 1951, man, PTSD isn't even a diagnosis yet and all the psychs are Freudian.

[lasthumanvoice]

Cecil can wait politely for that laughter to stop.

[notinflictthem]

He's still going.

Imagine a montage of Hawkeye cackling in different parts of the room on a static shot while Cecil is still at the bar.

When he finally makes it back to his spot,

"No, no we don't do those. You sink or you swim. Or more accurately, you figure out how to live with it or you snap like a twig."

[lasthumanvoice]

"Who's we? You could do those here, you know. No one would stop you. And you don't need to carry it all alone, either. Snapping like a twig sounds less than ideal, don't you think?"

[notinflictthem]

"Okay, look-" Hawkeye holds a hand up, "it's not some macho thing, don't get me wrong. I'm just not someone who does snap. I can laugh anything off. And that's what I plan to keep doing, kay? I don't need anything from you."

It hasn't failed him yet, right?

[lasthumanvoice]

"Would needing something from me be a bad thing?" The question is asked so innocently, so softly.

[notinflictthem]

"Maybe not, but I don't usually go in for gingers."

Hawkeye picks up a glass and starts to polish it again.

"You want to talk about anything that isn't interrogating me, we can talk, but otherwise, I'm not buying what you're selling. Not interested. I'm not doing yoga, or joining Christian Science, or whatever."

[lasthumanvoice]

“…so we’re convincing one of the blacksmiths to help us make a pizza oven out on one of the farms.”

No local sports team. Subject changes have to rely on other standbys. Like food!

[notinflictthem]

"Now that- that is a conversation I can get behind. Anyone here know how to make one? I mean- really make one, like the kind they have in New York. I don't know much about it myself but when we'd visit family I usually got to have some, I'm practically an expert by now."

[lasthumanvoice]

Vigorous nodding.

"River knows how to make the oven. She wouldn't let us try to cook pizza in her forge, but agreed to make an oven happen if we found space. Eddie and I are figuring out pizza from there. There's tomatoes to be sauced, and if we need to give on cheese variety, that's hardly the worst problem in the world. I don't think there's any pineapple, though."

[notinflictthem]

...

"What's the pineapple for?"

Sorry Cecil he predates the pineapple on pizza debate.

[lasthumanvoice]

"Pizza toppings in your time aren't as thoroughly explored as ours, huh?"

[notinflictthem]

"I don't like that use of 'thoroughly explored'. I mean it's a pizza- you put cheese and meat and maybe some basil and olives on it. Why would you want to put anything else on it?"

[lasthumanvoice]

“Flavor!”

Does anything else really need to be said on the topic?

[notinflictthem]

"Y'know, I walked into that."

A shrug.

"I'll give it a try when you get it organized. Can't be that awful if you're that excited, right?"

[lasthumanvoice]

"Of course not. I am a paragon of taste."

...says the man who wore fuzzy pants and his best tunic on his first date with Carlos.

[notinflictthem]

"Good to know."

Hawkeye would be into it, if he'd seen it.

"Speaking of, how's the gin?"