"Yeah," Sam nodded, not even pausing as he brought her hands to his face, resting against them. It really was good to just be here with her. After all of the time they had spent avoiding one another and then being back there and being separated. It feels right just sitting in a silent moment with her.

"I couldn't wrap my head around how someone could love someone else so much that they'd do that to themselves...Georgie said it wasn't love it was grief but....but they're the same once someone's gone right? You grieve someone you love. The ore you love them the harder you grieve."

He doesn't want to ask her if she really loves him that much, he's not even sure what he would do with that. Right now he's raw and knows that he shouldn't jump to anything. It's something he has to sit with and think. But damn if it isn't hard not to just pull Alice close to him and not let go after knowing that there was some version of her that had been in so much pain.