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misbegottendreamer ([personal profile] misbegottendreamer) wrote in [community profile] ph_logs 2025-01-03 02:51 am (UTC)

cw: propaganda, indoctrination

“It’s difficult to find a balance,” she admits.

“The false world I was fed for years told me to take pride in my nature. Of course, at the time, I did not fully understand that I was carrying a blight. I thought myself a lowly member of a Great House, exalted despite my humble station. I was on a long road to enlightenment, so I was told, and the giving of my miraculous flesh was a means to that end.”

“When I woke up and saw the destruction I had played a part of, it became too easy to over-correct, to believe the Tribunal’s line that my brothers and sisters and myself we naught but unholy beasts.”

“Finding my worth again has been difficult, to say the least.”

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