Jon's voice raises with urgency, making the silence that falls after crash down upon them with an immense weight. Were they back to their physical bodies, his heart surely would have hammered in his chest, and he might've even felt sick. There's a million things he could say to try to pull this back, but any he tries to reach for slip through his reach as his mind reels over what he's done.
Guilt, terror, and regret threaten to eat him alive, but he can't manage to do do anything to dig himself out of it. His mind begs him to do so many things, all too many things to try to mend this, that he's frozen.
What a horrible misstep. What a horrible, careless way to destroy the starts of the new lives the both of them had built.
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Jon's voice raises with urgency, making the silence that falls after crash down upon them with an immense weight. Were they back to their physical bodies, his heart surely would have hammered in his chest, and he might've even felt sick. There's a million things he could say to try to pull this back, but any he tries to reach for slip through his reach as his mind reels over what he's done.
Guilt, terror, and regret threaten to eat him alive, but he can't manage to do do anything to dig himself out of it. His mind begs him to do so many things, all too many things to try to mend this, that he's frozen.
What a horrible misstep. What a horrible, careless way to destroy the starts of the new lives the both of them had built.