"And it wasn't my intent to make you feel as if I didn't care about how it affected you. I know it's... a terrible, unfair situation," not just for herself but those that care about her having to watching helplessly as she suffers. And now Peter in her place.

"And your powers must make it that much worse to experience, I can't imagine I'm easy to be around. I'd become so used to the pain it's hard to imagine it another way, but I promise I do want to find a better solution."