He saw that, Angel--and John promptly feels like an asshole. It's one thing to know he's generally casual about what he is, at least he has been with John, but the sailors on that ship...the things that happened to their own...

John makes his way over to Angel's side, resting a hand on his shoulder.

"You wanna talk, I'm here." he offers quietly. "I didn't stick as close to you as I should've, I'm sorry."